swimming?

smlm siang i g library ngn mija, fisha n miza utk study further stat... tp mija wat fyp dia... xpe let her focus on her fyp since the due date is coming nearer... for the night, i plan nk g swimming kt swimming pool um tu with dena n aten... so i n dena pn naikla bas sampai api (akademi pengajian islam)... aten would b reaching by her vroom vroom (moto)... pastu we have to jalan kaki la skit sampai swimming pool which is located opposite 11th....ya know, semalam swimming pool tutup! dush dush! sabau je lah... dh la that was my first time nk brenang kt um ni... kecewa ya ampunnnn... then kitorg makan2 je kt 11th tu, n perform the maghrib prayers kt surau tu since the bus next schedule would be at 8.30 p.m... after that, me n dena waited for the bus again at api... sementara tu, borak n boraklah ngn dena a.k.a the counselor... eheeee ;)... dena cakap, mcm mana sifat kite, mcm tu lah pasangan kite nnt... eheheh... so touched lah dgn dena punye saying tu... n that makes me wonder how i am n how  my spouse-to-be is... if i have never dated any man before, has my spouse-to-be dated any woman? but i xkisah sgt pn if he has dated any woman before me ASALKAN he is able to be loyal to me n never look back towards his past... mmg... mmg sunyi giler la xde partner... just feel like i'm a boring girl whom has not known how beautiful the love is... luckily i have my friends (roommates, ism members) n my usrahmates... to seduce a man so that i can have a partner even tho that is temporary? n over-enjoying a relationship even tho it is not halal? hell no!!! to fall in love n to date are something possible but not for a long period before a marriage....i try hard to be a good muslimah... even tho i know that i'm not one... mungkin jodoh belum sampai lg... i believe, Allah's timing is perfect... will never be late, n will never be early as He knows the best for His servants... n i will continuously pray that the one who is created for me will come at the best time... then i reached my college at 9 p.m... yeah people come n go.... i hope my um friends n i will stick! n won't leave each other even tho we would be apart when we grow older... they are the ones who understand my happiness n my sadness... they are the ones who support me when i am down... may this friendship last forever, friends!



mlm ni nk gi wedding kak farah...she is my usrahmate...she is an engineer, ya know!... we are quite close even tho we have known each other belum sampai setahun pn i rasa... but dia dh bawak i jalan2 sampai pegi hospital jumpa family her friend pn skali... sisterhood unites us!...hehe...n she is the one yg nasihatkn i supaya jgn cari boyfriend...haha so funny lor kak farah... n she told that dia n her fiancee pn jarang jumpa as she is the one yg mintak kt her fiancee supaya diorg buat hal masing2 sblm kawin...haha mmg bagus btul la kak farah niiii....i hope your wedding tonight will go well n may Allah bless ur marriage until jannah, kakak! love ya! ;)